I have been slacking a little. It’s normal for me, though, to not write daily. I try but then I fail. I usually welcome the fail before I fail. That way I’m not disappointed.
It’s basically been a week since I began this and it’s not been too horrible. I have obstacles, just like anyone else, that I have to jump. Some of them make it hard – like the fact that I’m still fat. Yeah. I had one of those moments – where you go exercise and feel fantastic then get a glimpse of yourself && realize you’re still fat. It’s heart breaking! But it’s okay. One day at a time.
Monday & Tuesday weren’t good days. They weren’t horrible days – but they weren’t good. That’s okay though. I woke up late on Monday (I work that night) so I didn’t have time to get in some exercise or making my own dinner. So I ended up eating a chicken fried steak sandwich from Toby’s Keith’s & chips & dip. It was delicious but was it worth the calories? Probably not…
Tuesday is my first day off, however, getting home at 6 in the morning I tend to sleep until afternoon to early evening. So I woke up with enough time to make dinner – ended up making chicken parm with spaghetti and meatballs. Yeah! That’s right. When I ruin my diet I ruin it well. But if it makes everyone feel better – it made my stomach hurt and I was in the bathroom most of the night getting it out.
My stomach was pissed off!
Tonight we’re having hamburgers & hot dogs but have no fear I’m doing it the smart way. I’m not going to over due it. I exercised today – had Boyfriend && his daughter join me. 0.73 miles. 21 minutes. Doesn’t take me long to do it but like I said, I shoot for at least 20 minutes because that’s a lot compared to nothing.
I’ll end this one really quick – dinner is done. After I eat and Boyfriend goes to work I’ll come back and ramble some more.
Enjoy your day!