I was looking for inspiration. It’s been awhile since I have posted anything. But I have found nothing. None. No inspiration. So now what? Sit here and ramble about any and everything I possibly can think of. No. I will not do that. Today anyway.
I’m sitting here staring at my laptop. That’s actually something I have been doing since around eleven o’clock last night. I have been staring at the screen as I write. I finished up chapter five and began writing chapter six.
I’m tapping my fingers loudly on the coffee table as I sit in front of the television flipping through channels trying to find something to watch. I am starting to believe that television is becoming overrated. Nothing on. Ever. A person could have over three million channels and still have nothing to watch.
My mind is running amok in my head. A thousand thoughts are flying around in circles hitting each other in the head but none of them make any sense to me. It’s all a bunch of mumbling to me. The thought of being able to pick one out and understand it would be a great feeling.
It’s 8:30 in the morning. I’m sitting in my brother’s living room floor with my laptop in on his coffee table watching a television show, “House of Payne”, because there is nothing else on to watch.
I still have no inspiration. My mind is thinking about – mostly – my story. Frost. Chapter Six. I began this story the last week of November 2012 & I’m on Chapter Six. Chapter. Six. This is the first story I’ve wrote this much on. Normally, I would have already given up. But look at me! Excitement bubbles up every time I make another chapter. Excitement. Even if as I write further into the story it’s not the way I had planned. I planned it in November. Figured out what I was going to write. As I finish a chapter I rewrite the chapter. Then, as I’m writing the chapter, I rewrite it again. I finished chapter five and began chapter six. Went back and rewrote chapter five again. So in turn, I had to rewrite chapter six.
I still want to write y’all a short story. But every time I sit down to do so, I end up working on Frost instead and never finishing the short story. Yeah. I still have that problem. Start something and never finish it. I might give it another try today as I sit here waiting to watch my normal morning shows that I have missed all week. Yeah. Morning shows. Shows that come on in the mornings.