So I have sat down a few times to write & still nothing. My novel just sits in my laptop collecting dust. Is that even possible? Internal dust from my hard drive. But now I question whether or not I’m able to finish it. It was a part true story of something I was doing – a guy I liked. But the other day I ended it. Just told him I am done with it and I’m sick of the crap. That he isn’t what I wanted.
I thought about keeping it going and just have her find herself. Know what I mean? Like.. her end it in the story like I did in real life but then have him show up. Is that retarded? Y’all haven’t even read the story. What is it about? It’s about a girl who, ever since her Uncle was locked up, has been a pen-pal to prisoners. Give them something to do & look forward to & have her something to keep her writing…. up to date. After nearly 10 years of having bullshit thrown at her, and lie after lie she finds a guy. Nice. Cannot find bullshit by any means. Starts to fall. But doesn’t understand how that is possible through letters. …now apparently after nearly two years of writing & what not she ends it. Goes on with her life. & I’m thinking about letting him just show up at her house. ((Mostly because I don’t want to lose the ending.)) I might even make up a relationship or two – he still has five years to go.
Sounds stupid doesn’t it?
I’m almost done with it.
I guess we’ll see, huh?